I'm much too young to feel this damn old.

Ah, yes, I did throw some country lyrics into the subject line.

I am eighteen years of age. I cannot comprehend why at such a young age, I feel so old. I feel as though I carry years of baggage. I regret so much, and have made so many mistakes- not even mistakes to learn from, just flat out screwing up. I can't tell where I'm going. I don't even think I care. I am unmotivated, and I have no attainable goals.
People have such high hopes for me, and I'm not certain why. I've never proven successful. I haven't changed my bad habits.
I'm not some spectacular person with years of hope ahead. I can't explain why I feel so broken down. It's like my fate is sealed, and I can't do anything.
I work generally 40 hours a week, making minimum wage.
No relationship has proven successful. My friends make no attempt to see me. I'm just..here.
It all seems so stupid, because my whining will solve nothing, and I'm almost willing to bet anything that no one will read this.
It is nice to vent, though...